visual explaination

see, i hav some people in my life where they just dont see & think much of me
dat im not as significant or
dat im not capable of feeling or knowing things
beside to just laugh, eat, & joke around. make fun of myself

they just expect me to adapt to their ways & thoughts

im just someone who's visible but transparent

it doesn't make any sense but there u go

i guess every1 has felt like dis....yes?

yeah, i guess i am dat kinda person

im not serius,

i dont go around telling people how matture i am

i dont see myself as someone who's to look up to

or even showing it

& yeah, i do know wat u think of me

I DO

but even if i said something

there's dat look dat always stopped me from saying anything

or dat silent treatment where everything is just fine

& they won't wana mention about

resulting in

ur thoughts actually linger for as long as it could

so long dat it stays

permenantly

& i cant change dat anymore

what happened to the simple "dont judge a book by its cover"?

i might be a happy go lucky person

i fart, i belch, i like kitties & cartoons

but that's just a part of me

right?

im just as same as u, i wanna be understood too.

i wanna be accepted too.

i dont wana be given dat LOOK where wen i express something

ur hoping me to stop

u dont wanna listen

im just babbling

or the worse ever

u think otherwise of wat's actually coming out of my mouth. ouch, dis kills the most.

i havn't even finished talking,

& u already think dat im wrong.

gee...

judging others is good,

it could predetermine wats gonna happen between u & the person

& boleh la avoid benda2 xbesh.

but to actually make a person feel like they cant be themselves

& there's no space for them to do so

or u wont allow it is just inconsiderate.

its hard to read dis....kan?

u probably couldn't even read ol of dis cos of the font..

see, dis is simply my point...

wen u dont think much of a person like i said,

coz u see him or her as dis small,

he or she is insignificant to u,

its hard for u to know dat person.

thus, treating the person like he or she isnt worth much.

just like dis post. visually, i mean

nevertheless, its wen people disregard u

dat dis happens.