Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Empathy.

Before speaking of your own misery, listen to others' first.

You may have it bad, but other people can too, in fact they could actually be going through the SAME thing that you're going through.

Don't be so hasty in thinking that you are the only one suffering. And you sure as heck can't clear your conscience, i don't know what's causing you that guilt, by justifying that YOU WENT THROUGH WORST. So, what I went through, doesn't matter? I still suffered. What am I supposed to do with that feeling?

Sooner or later, it'll make me want to shut you OUT.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

some morning rants :D

Which part of NO did he not understand? As far as I know, Sabahans DO NOT want the friggin' Coal Plant in Lahad Datu. Or a majority of us don't, at least. Why went on with it? If you want it so much, why not just build it somewhere else? If it can't be built elsewhere, why won't you just NOT build it? There's only two things I see from this whole thing;

No 1: He thinks Sabahans are stupid & aren't capable of thinking for their own selves.

No 2: We're loyal; so they're treating us like dogs.

Prove me wrong there Mr PM Sir.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Good Morning Chow Kit!

Yay! im now in KL doing some last minute raya shopping with the familia. we're supposed to do something else here too, something i didn't pay attention to...& i dont know the heck what... *mamai yg amat*

first off, I MISS HIM!!!!!!! oh but...i need my friend elle to slap some senses into me. loving a taken dude will get u heck shitload of bad bad karma. y? Y?? napa mesti tesuka yg ada gf. im being honest. I NEED HELP. Not only do i now look like a homewrecker, curly hair & ol xD, now i like people's bfs???????????? but i do miss him. shit.

2ndly, i am now staying at cititel express at chow kit road, jln tar or something. im telling ya, dis place kan. haaaaiiiissssseeeeeeehhhh. i woke up to the sound of a friggin gunshot, got up, looked out the window to check & heard another gunshot (?!?!???!) gila. 15th floor i couldnt see anything unless im superman. punya main GHETTO. but im safe here on the 15th floor hehe.

3rdly, yeah. imma gonna meet some bitches in kl YEAH!!!!!! cant wait!!!!!!! but i miss home uwaaaaaa. & my besties & my cuzzies UWWWWAAAAAAA!!!! nda pa, nda lama hehe..im gonna get breakfast now. yesterday was a LOOOONNNNNG day. babai.

Monday, August 2, 2010

I may be an old soul, but I don't have to be 38 years old biologically. T_T

Uh oh. Deep shit people. I checked my bmi & all recently, my body fats are considered obese (i blame the belly dancing) & my age......friggin' 38. k. 38. DAMN.

how? why? when? why? WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

i guess i need to do healthy things. like..............*nope nobody's home* i have migrane i'll google them up later :D

ok, some things totally unrelated to my un-intelligent title. i guess i'll be holding on to dis phrase religiously now; its MIND OVER MATTER :D

shit happens, shit will happen, shit happened, & shits will happen again and again; but if you can control the reins of ur own emotions, u r dubbed UNTOUCHABLE. =) i hate the fact that mean people exist. dammit they do. i have learned now if u bend & twist ur own mind, what mattered before wont anymore =P

there's dis dude right. he yelled at me & humiliated me like im some kind of pig. well, i didnt have to do anything & then before long, minta kesian sama saya. wtf. stupid asshole. ko sda kasi malu diri ko, aku nda payah buat apa2 pun xD

whatever. im just...thank God im still breathing, alive & well xD mind over matter right. the matter is, im obese. & old. but my mind says, lantaklah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P