why? aren't we good enough?

why does it have to be like dis....

is it really worth all dat trouble of putting us down?

literally destroying our lives?

NOT GIVING US A SENSE OF HOPE IN OUR FUTURE?

puas hati ka tgk kami mcmni?

u really want us to have no life at all?

u love it so much wen we're lost & ruined & in so much questions?

u enjoy it wen we know the truth but are forced to keep our mouth shut?

hah...

ko mmg suka dat sense of power over us kan?

u want us to be helpless kan?

why? u cant accept urself or u feel dat we dont deserve a second chance?

u cant accept dat we are ur flesh & blood?

u want to erase dat once & for all?

ur the one who we're supposed to look up to...

are u embarassed of that?

embarassed coz we are living proof of ur humble beginning? or should i say PATHETIC beginning? huh?

u want me to go around feeling like u dont exist?

is dat how lowly we are to u?

huh?

tell me.....

plz tell me.....

u hate us so much dat even a good night's sleep BOTHERS THE FUCK OUT OF U?

huh?

i am keeping dis all in & i look fine but inside IM A FUCKING MESS COZ OF U.

i dont know wat 2 do at times, i get enraged at things that reminds me of u even the tiniest ways. i do not know how to express myself, i do not know how to let this all out, & coz of wat u did, eventually I CANT TELL ANYONE.

loving dis so much huh?

fuck you.

fuck you fuck you fuck you.

FUCK YOU FOR TURNING ME INTO WAT I AM.

FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING FUCKED UP MOTHERFUCKER.

YOU FUCKING SICK BASTARD.

YOU ARE SICK.

& COZ OF U, IM FUCKING SICK TOO.

fuck you.