Showing posts with label Bila larut malam. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bila larut malam. Show all posts

Saturday, January 8, 2011

i need to stop thinking wat other people would think wen i say what i think wen im thinking

i dont think i've...ever really been that honest wen it comes to blogging. maybe a few times but there is this boundary, or maybe a mental block, that wenever i start typing i'd start thinking,

"would people think this is cool?"

=P

and if not that, i'd start monologuing as if im presenting something in english class. and would use paragraphs upon paragraphs to explain a simple thing.

example,

the oddly murky science of how the planet on where we stand called earth has brought drop upon drop of condensed water indefinitely made me feel saddened.

which just means its raining and i hate it. sorta like dis. minus the paragraphs la =P

i guess it is a problem =P *shrugs* then i need a new blog ehehehe to start FRESH! ohh thinking of the old posts....OOOOHHHHHHHH....no.

Monday, August 2, 2010

I may be an old soul, but I don't have to be 38 years old biologically. T_T

Uh oh. Deep shit people. I checked my bmi & all recently, my body fats are considered obese (i blame the belly dancing) & my age......friggin' 38. k. 38. DAMN.

how? why? when? why? WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

i guess i need to do healthy things. like..............*nope nobody's home* i have migrane i'll google them up later :D

ok, some things totally unrelated to my un-intelligent title. i guess i'll be holding on to dis phrase religiously now; its MIND OVER MATTER :D

shit happens, shit will happen, shit happened, & shits will happen again and again; but if you can control the reins of ur own emotions, u r dubbed UNTOUCHABLE. =) i hate the fact that mean people exist. dammit they do. i have learned now if u bend & twist ur own mind, what mattered before wont anymore =P

there's dis dude right. he yelled at me & humiliated me like im some kind of pig. well, i didnt have to do anything & then before long, minta kesian sama saya. wtf. stupid asshole. ko sda kasi malu diri ko, aku nda payah buat apa2 pun xD

whatever. im just...thank God im still breathing, alive & well xD mind over matter right. the matter is, im obese. & old. but my mind says, lantaklah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

Friday, March 26, 2010

Many Many Monologues



since i just recently changed my blog's name, i figured kononlaa letak picts & stuff to get theme all done & complete & stuff *punya merapu










& that's all =)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

The Expressive Words of She Who Carried Me for 9 Months

Grrr i can only remember these 3 for now....my mom is the best xD

"You've always had something against my nose!"

:: when, im not sure. what i'm sure of is that it was damn cute ^^ she was driving, my lil bro ami & myself bought some expensive almost-expired buns at a bakery we shouldn't have gone to. that aside, she asked for a piece. she made a turn and thus the bun went straight to her nose xD n accused ami for having a grudge against her nose xD


"Kunun..."

:: finally, after 10 years, she got the chance to study again. the second opportunity that she never imagined would ever happen. words can't describe this elation, this feeling of supreme achievement, it was happiness at the highest level possible. as she picked up her pen, this was the only thing she managed to say xD


"Let me coil into this blanket."

:: Upon hearing something she unpleasing to her ears. & she did actually coil xD

Monday, July 6, 2009

ih..ba apa mau ckap ni?

halu. aku kena suruh update blog.





*crickets*





*sighs*





*scratches head*





*thinks......*





*blogging mode: activated*




it's been a while since i've blog, so pardon the awkward & dull words =P (terus ckp english ba kunu...KIMAK!) i make transitions in my internet-bug activities. Rotating's what u call it HAHA! lol ;P from fs, to fb, to blogspot, to onemanga (yes im serious) to youtube to google & right down to just checking my mails..ini la ba hidup penganggur, not much going on, even if i haven't blogged anything for quite some time but when i do, it'll still be the same thing.....actually~ :D

hmmmmm but speaking about pengangguran si hannah ini, i've kinda made up my mind to studying in UMS...HOORAHH!!! im given time till next year, & if i just laze around not doing anything productive, my mom'll literally throw me to UMS...ok la ba kan?

Oh! I am grounded. Yes. Kinda happily grounded i might say. I went out for a straight 2 weeks with my best friends who were in town for a short time; i reaaaaaallllyyyy CAN'T say no to spending time with them & coming home at 3-4 am in the morn :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D so no regrets HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!! IM GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

erhem. on a more serious note, 2 others have fallen victim to my ultimate birthday annihilation. I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. pictures will be up ^^ oh tepung, how i love u so! *tears*

oh yeah! yesterday was my baby brother's birthday ^^ but alas, the dude is still to fragile to be tormented of being fooled & tortured to bits for the sake of his birthday. tggu ko habis SPM wahai adik kesayanganku. I had a really good time with him & the rest of my family just now =) if only the other baby (naha) was there, COMPLETE SDA! missing her la ^^

Next saturday will be a picnic with chocolate cakes. coz someone important is coming ^_________^ AMESZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope to see EVERYONE soon, after my grounding's done ;P they're busybees ^^ unlike Madam Lazy right here ;P i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait TO SEE MY BESTFRIEND AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe. k im done now. deactivating the mode shit thingy =P





























ahh...one more thing. hunnah loves ridhwan ^^ SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! next post :P

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

<-------- im a shy one... *nosebleed*

in life u have to be adventurous, sometimes u have to put a pervert in ur blog. yes. let's change the world.






I AM SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nearly coughed up some really massive phlegm to the dear old tan sri who was handing out the scroll at my convo just now...to really hide that fugly coughing face from being caught in picture & that picture will be hung on my wall for the rest of my life, i did this :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hehehehhehehehhehehehehehehehehehheehhehehehehehhehehheheeheheheh

it was all good, i did not puke or coughed while on staged as i feard, & that smile was a saver =D even the tan sri seemed happy that i was smiling like a retard...if he knew the reason behind it, he would probably be so thankful, coz if not he'd be puking his dinner tonight. whew. parak oh sore throat. kimarks.

now that im with family again, my head's back to normal. im so close to feeling normal. yayy. wait till i get home. my VIPs, u noe hu u r, jgn malu2, to all the slim shady, plz stand up...plz stand up....plz stand up....hehe...lawak babi demam campak ka apa ni kimaaaaak....

CANT WAIT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im done holidaying...hooraaahh hoorraaaahh hoorrraaahhh hoorrraaaahhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~

Monday, May 4, 2009

is happiness a choice?

WAARRRGGHHH!!! KENAPA?????? kenapa....KENAPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

card reader ku...entah kemana...how am i gonna show off my pictures? not that they're that good anyways...but just..just..just...just...how am i gonna show off to the world of my happy little life filled with perfectness & joy & contentment & peace & happiness & smiley faces & laughter & ...

wokay. baik nda pa la kan. bagus la tu kan aku nda dapat upload picts.

ngarut mu hannah.

bye.

Friday, April 24, 2009

who am i kidding =)

bah. hannah. if u can't & won't let urself pour out anything, then dammit stop wasting ur damn time!!!

pardon my mood swings yah. besala. xena the warrior princess. @_@

i'm not supposed to be awake right now, i have to wake up early to go jogging with my sayang2Ku at taman likas tomorow. ahh well, i'll still wake up early tomorow nonetheless, so it matters not :D

*kenapa...ayat ku...begini?*

at times, i do act HUMAN & feel that i am unable to suppress or pretend nothing is happening to me internally. there i was trying to write another ludicrous post about my silly self & trying to cheer myself up while joking & saying stuff dat'll make people laugh. hahh. like i said, who am i kidding?

aaaaaiiiiii..fil laik ai don hev tu opolojais for biying imo. it is my blog aint it.

*another symptom of mine...Paranoid*

im sure people sometimes feel like they half wanted to say something, & also not wanting to let people in & know what's bothering them, & thus they end up complaining about.......absolutely NOTHING at all. =D sorry baaaaaaaaaaah. gini la ba kerja aku kalau blogging. nda paedah2 miahahahaha.

so i can't make a funny post bout my imperfections for now & laughing hard at it & feeling relieved & believing that i am contempt. FOR NOW tho. =D =D =D =D =D

i need to just accept this for the moment & not let anything spoil it. i think im gonna have a good sleep tonight & dream about the beautiful day i had today ^________________^

*sounds a tad too sickly & sweet for a moment there @_@*

Monday, April 20, 2009

hear me ROAR

my head was touched by a 210 Celsius steel. HOT. so horizontally, i have burns on my head that looks like a bunch of booger stickers stacking on the left side of my nagen. pretty? i think NOT. so i went to a store yesterday, somewhere near my place, and opposite the stationary & printing shop, 5 blocks away from the pasar inanam, a few steps ahead from the lady that sells corn in cup (oh yummy), just around the corner of fei fei workshop, beside the store that i actually went, is a restaurant with an open bathroom. open = platforms of wood, place them in a cubic kind of shape, tada! a toilet. it doesn't even need a door. ew. it was just inches from the tables...that...u....actually.....eat....on. wow.

i......am an artist. i love art. everything i do is about art. art is me, & i am art. art is in my veins. art art art art. ART! from fARTing to watching bART simpsons, i savy art. i think, this particular word, is being vandalized. who wants to send me to jail?

KUIH SAPIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go to papar & buy me some original kuih sapit. & kuih kelapa. oh nyaman. tolong la. TOLONG LA!

*these few lines have been deleted by me for bowling reasons. i am not a grasshopper*

so, this dude says, "i'm going to asia!!! YEAAAAAHHH!!!!!" this other dude says, "cool! get me aishwarya rai's autograph or something will ya?" and then he replies, "what? you stupid? that's in India." so the other dude says, "yeah, ur going to asia right? that's why i..." the other dude butts in, "no man, i'm going to ASIA. i wanna watch kung fu pow pow POW!" thus, the dude can only say, ".................................................................." hahh. aint we lucky?

oh dear. i feel so scatterbrained right now, i actually feel like a roadkill. u know, when them chickens & what not running amock when cars are here and there. then *SCCRRRAAAAAAAAPPPEEEEEE* hah. yah.

pardon me. i dont like being angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bida ni ba rasa dia. emo2. ish. yuck. ptui. i spit at you.

i'll.....shut up now.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Pucker Up!


MWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

As normal human beings, we all have insecurities. Imperfections in every one of us indicates that we are mere God's creation, nothing more. To live, we can all try to overcome our insecurities; be it going for soul-healing sessions or to alter our imperfections. And make them beautiful in our own eyes. *sigh* These ladies, unfortunately, made themselves looking 10 times worst than what they already were. Astagaaaaaaa. Serious. Keep scrolling.



Silicon lips. Who's to blame? Yes, us women have every right to make ourselves pleasing in the eyes; but I think there is a limit to where these beautifying procedures can be too much. Right? A sky-rocketing profit for the surgeons or obsessions with beauty...which actually made this silicon lips era? @_@ Maybelline's lip gloss & Bed Head's lipsticks are fine!


Why would they want thick big lips anyways?? It baffles me. If I was given a free & paid for silicon lips surgery, I'd prefer Maggi =D AYAM FLAVOUR!!!! nyum nyum...uh oh. now I'm craving.


OHHH NOOOOO COURTNEY LOVE!!!!! T_T She was fine without the fake lips, she already had that pouty & full lips...


Okay. Surgery was supposed to make someone look better; like the iconic Norma Jean@Marilyn Monroe did. It did wonders for her & so many others. Botox, I can cope, but this is just seriously the oddest trend ever. Waaaarrrgghhhh!!!! This isn't flattering at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Didn't anybody tell them that???? Ok ok...who am I to question when they wanna go under the knife right, it's their choice. But but but but this is.....attractive in a different way. It sure attracts attention in definitely the WRONG way.


This..............................................is disturbing @_@



Dude, you look like a DUDE. I am so glad that this insane trend isn't conquering where I live. It would be weird looking at people around me that has these kinda lips. Let alone people I know TT________TT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! *nightmare*


I'M OUT OF WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Appreciating & accepting yourself is very important isn't it?

Saturday, April 11, 2009

=P








*otak memberontak. dia enggan tidur*

astaga!!!! i have an exam tomorow!!!!! @.@

& here i am, in front of my laptop :D

tomorrow's the takaful exam, &....well....erm....i've only memorized the table of content T_T

after meeting up with my bestie amesz, i promised myself that i would definitely read the book.

but.....

QUENTIN TARENTINO'S BACK-TO-BACK MOVIES ARE PLAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i resist maaaaan....i love his movies @.@

uhuh im so bad ;P

erhem!

i feel like this week has been quite a rollercoaster ride...most of it going down..my mind's just blank most of the time~ like im experiencing burnout coz of staying at home too much T_T guess that's explains me no being able to study? :D *alasan*

but reaaaaallyyyy!!! i don't even have anything interesting to write, tp...mau blog juga >(

oh yeah, i just have this teeny explaination to make! if ur hearing black-metalish or darth vader's voice when opening my blog, i am not spreading evil nor is Mr Darth Vader trying to communicate to u..it's...my songlist T______T in case ur curious, Tala Tala Tala Tala consist of:


~Dope Crunk by Beats Antique~

~Elastic Eye by The Chemical Brothers~

~Shake Break Bounce by The Chemical Brothers~

~Slow Spines by Chris Clark (this could be the one sounding like Darth Vader)~

~Digital Monkey by Balkan Beat Box~

~Snakecharmer by Bassnectar~



^___________________________________________^



I HEART THESE SONGS!

wallflower, out! =)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Don't need distractions at the moment!

ahh. here i go again. focused one second, forgets everything the next. NO! i will not think about what people will think but to do whatever i want & whatever makes me happy. i gotta constantly remind myself this little fact here every single day. & my so-called renewed resolution, I'M WORKING ON THAT! so i can't loose myself, gotta be focused before i get in too deep. eerrrmm a lil note btw, this is probably something that only i can understand...right? eheh. ooops. erm. i don't intend to elaborate much anyways. i need my bestie amesz. amyyyy... *muka sepusin*

it's just that, i hate it when I'm not the one in control of myself. but its these.......misleading things that are taking the best of me. tidak mahu.

between yes, no, & maybe, i have an absolute answer now. its NO. i don't mind watching the sunset on my own. hehe merry happy, kate nash!

&, i don't need to think about pleasing anyone now either. other than my VIPs :D :D :D :D u know who u r =)

i actually feel a little better, despite a vague & unclear post :P

a lesson for all teachers >:D

jan jahat sama budak2. dgr cakap drg (^^)




matai ko. miahahahahahahahha

Flight of the Conchords - JENNY

ahahahahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahhaahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Sunday, March 15, 2009

i cant come up with anything intelligent for my title

& neither do i have much to say in my post MIAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!! im just updating doodadoodadoooooodaaaaaaa~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

wat hav i been up to...waaaat hav iiiii beeeeeeen up tooooooooooooooo................








?





well...





i guess.......
















NOTHING!!!!!!














:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D







i made cookies? yahh hannah...u wrote bout dat already....







im confused bout where to work? yeah yeah..same old same old...no wonder nobody reads ur blog hannah...buweekkk :P :P :P :P :P








im right now super sensitive? dis will be depressing. no.









nahh...i got nothing. i didnt do much these past few days. yesterday i was supposed to take this exam for an insurance exam (YIKES!!) which was postponed to april 11th (whew..~) & yesterday too, i was supposed to already start my driving lisence, but...ahh...all growny uppy things are jinxed to me; i cant do any of them. ada2 ja. or maybe im the one that's jinxed 0_________0 wo......kay. dont even get me started on working. but i promised myself i wont think about working or watever today. i want think clever today. i want happy & dont sad. hah. ahahah. hahaaaa.

oh yeah, i was supposed to send my spm results to my pacik pol today too, but nahh, dat didnt happen...too. gosh. berapa banyak baaaaaa benda nda settle ni. it does get to u, u noe?

dis....dis....dis is not good for my chronic idiopathic urticaria. im not supposed to even be stressed out people. IM ALLERGIC TO IT. @_@

im supposed to send it before monday la, not a big deal at all. but but but, if my jinx right here stops its malicious streak, i am supposed to be busy today @_@ i am supposed to dance maybe? which mean pacik pol would have to kick my ass coz i wont be able to send him my spm results. but i absolutely do not want to put that (me possibly being busy) into today's planning or even hope that it happens. this jinx seems unstoppable.


apart from all of that, im fine & healthy & just chilling out at my home while blissfully being lazy & having too much sleep :D yeah. dat about describes everything.

oh wait. im gaining weight as i speak. wait, there's something wrong with that phrase.

im gaining weight as i blog. haha! not funny? ok.

so, how has ur week treating u? feel free to share it with me. & in doing so, u probably will add more misery in my life.















happiness!!! u'll add more happiness in my life!!!!!!!! happy. ness. not misery. sorry bout that. slip of the tounge huhu. err finger. my finger slipped. oh whatever.















*slowly rolling eyes*

Sunday, March 8, 2009

hehahaha "personality" tests

ngeheh....i went to amesz's blog, & jumpala website filled wit personality tests :D

nden nden nden...

i took la the quiz that she took, plus...........50 others? :D :D :D :D :D :D

man were they interesting aaaahahhahahaha!!!

some were accurate, some just made me laugh my intestines off.

yg ini,


what's on ur mind?

& the result was,

You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.

dat is exactly on my mind, if u read my other posts @_@ i noe, im selfish =/ but like it says,

"maintain a healthy balance between work, play & love"

so im trying to balance it all out!! hee~ =)


the clothes u wear

What others see from your style

You wear whatever you please, you are probably confident, stubborn, strong-minded and independent. Deep down, however, you think that you are being excluded from society. You wish you belonged, but as you don't, you're going to follow your own rules.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties

You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature.

What others see from your belts

You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

one thing's right,

"you wish u belong, but as you don't, you're going to follow your own rules"

HELL YEAAAHHHH!!!! i can be a chameleon, tukar2 warna kulit demi sama tema dgn persekitaran, but im my own person ^_^

interesting...i didnt noe earrings can show how hardworking u r :D :D :D :D :D :D but i like the results for this =)



favorite place in your home

Here is the analysis:

You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

"You attract people just by the way you talk"

that's coz they haven't heard me burp & fart LMAO..AHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

no one's jealous of me u idiot



your sixth sense

Your Sixth Sense Score: 73%

You are reasonable and won't get blown by temptations. However, you might miss some great opportunities.

u made me answer 20 friggin' qs & this is all u got? sudala results nda besh. cis.


the most miserable situation

dis quiz will tell u kind of person u r by choosing which one is the most miserable situation for u.

my analysis,

You are basically a person who enjoys reminiscing.

You are a very emotional person indeed, easily influenced by people and your surroundings. For example, if society is sad about the death of famous people, you will share these sentiments, or when watching a sad movie, you will be so engrossed that you will end up being sadder than the main actors in the movie.

YOUR LOVE

Are you a very confused person?
Sometimes you like to be left alone.
Sometimes you want to be loved.
Sometimes you need him or her.
Sometimes you don't.
Does it sound familiar?

...... *speechless* oh ur good. this one is...100% accurate :P i love reminiscing on those good old times =) =) =) my childhood is as clear as yesterday ^_____^

i am SENSITIVE!!!! BETUL NI BA!!!!! especially bout the movie part..u should've seen me & amesz watching marley & me TTT_______TTT hint: our shirts' colars were wet..... :P

i am confused, im aware of this xP


what's in the cave?

Here is the analysis:

You are emotional. If the opportunity arises, you have a chance to cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend.

o.......kay...u noe, ur putting ideas into my head witout me even thinking it :D adaaaala jd unfaithful ni...but i gotta find an unlucky b*stard first :P miahahahhahahah!!!

i put a link into those quizzes, be welcome to try em :D

hahh ni la ba klu tgh boring, apa2 ja pun layan :D :D :D

wokehh bisuk si dang minah haji johari pnya anak kawin...my third cousin...yg aku bru tau..dia...kazen aku :D :D :D :D

sleeep sleep sleep sleep

zzzzZZzzzZZzzZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZzzz....

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Guilty of at least 5!! :D

his name is Julian Smith, & these are the 25 things he hates about Facebook :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D



sarcastic as it is, THIS IS SO FUNNY!!!!

who's a facebook junkie & proud of it, RAISE UR HANDS!!!!!!!!!! lol




k im gonna go now.

Friday, February 27, 2009

im getting married soon...~ *blush*

On July 5th, on my little brother's birthday, will be the day that i will become a Mrs. =) i know, its all pretty surprising, im so surprised myself as it was just confirmed minutes ago, but its really happening a few weeks from now. & im so excited =)

I CANT WAIT TO GET MARRIED!!!
=) ive always been envious towards young couples who have dedicated themselves to each other at such an early stage of life to get married & it not being a burden at all. ive always envied how they were sure that they found their soul mates in their youths; well now i can finally feel how it is to be in their shoes. gosh, im just SO happy ^____^

oh! how very very inconsiderate of me. here i am babbling away withour introducing my lucky guy =) i just recently met him, dat's why u haven't heard anything about my love life at all, bcoz, it is so sudden u know. u cant help but just believe that it was love at first sight hehe ;) his name is....


















JONATHAN RHYS MEYERS.







hahahahhahah

hahhahahahha

hahahahahhahaahah

hahahahahahah

ha
hahahahhahahahahah

hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!


i would NOT get married before 28 years old if i could help it. man, im just SO bored.




TTT_______________________TTT