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mama: so have u capitalized on ur camera?
me: hah?
mama: have u made money out of ur camera?
me: (rasa macam ada dinosaur pijak jantung)









me: er....no....

I'm just bored =P

This is gonna be one perfect lazy weekend =D I don't wanna clean up my room, I do not wanna sort out my laundry, I do not wanna get out of bed, I don't wanna do anything I just wanna laaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee around before its monday =D YES! though my room is a bit of a pigsty but it's ok i can close my eyes while lazing around u know that's not a problem xD

wait wait...errrmmmm...do I have anything interesting to say *thinks*

OH. haha. Well, someone apparently questions whether I am lonely. Because I have no boyfriend xD hahahhha. INTERESTING =P She's a friend of my friend's and...i met her only once? only once, where during that time i beat her badly in a board game HAHA.

She just added me in fb & went judging me from my profile. C'mon man that's not fair! My friend told me that she asked a lot of these questions like "is hannah lonely napa dia teda boyfriend dia teda kawan ka teda org mau dia ni kan blah blah blah" -_-"

I didn't go online for 2 weeks plus. of course la my profile looks miserable -_-" and what's with this mentality where u are automatically lonely if you're boyfriendless? Is it really necessary to have a boyfriend all the time? Don't i at least have a choice?

My choice is, a dude who will treat me like im the queen of england. untill i find that dude, i choose to be single =P and i cannot be lonely...how can i if i'm awesome? =D

So some girls (& boys, i know who u r ;p) are laughing at my singleness. but i seriously dont have any reasons to mind. I dont need to prove u wrong too. Its not like i dont mingle u know HAHA ;P pandai laaa aku mau jaga love life aku sendiri ;P

tgkla ba my previous posts. kalau nda pasal lelaki, pasal lelaaaaaaaaki ja =P its BORING! it should be about me for a change =D ur own good self must come first before others :D kan2 :D agreed? :D agreed! :D

HELL YEAH ITS A PERFECT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


do i make my myself clear now? ;P

bulih saya complain panjang-panjang? =D

saya nda suka nda kena paham. ko ckap bahasa melayu sama orang melayu yang paham melayu dia BULIH-BULIH nda paham.

tapi bab memutar belit terer pulak. macam sial =P

saya juga nda suka kena psycho. sebab aku senang kena psycho. dammit =P ko rasa ko mau meluahkan jiwa raga la kunun kan trus ko kena tanya soalan2 bonus. ko nda mau marah, trus ko jadi bingung. trus ko rasa bodoh ni jap. trus, selepas setengah jam, ko pikir balik. NAPA AKU PLA MINTA MAAF TADI??

menci -_-" berapa perkataan suda ni? cukup syarat la kali kan. aku puas hati suda. ok bleh tdur =P ish, benci ai -_-"

I dont want to, but have to

Inilah ya, tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, slogan ku untuk bulan ini. I don't want to leave Novotel, but I have to. Sengsara eh. Cukup la dua bulan. Nda ku merati kan berpolitik di opis ani. INGAU KU EH!!!!! Goodbye Novotel, hello kitchen. Im better off baking chocolate cakes xD

this familiar dead-end feeling is kinda soothing~~~~~~

nothing compares to home ^^ yup, dat getaway gave me what i needed...& opened my eyes to something i should've seen sooner, but oh well...now i know better right? u don't expect a loved one stepping on u...but sometimes they do~

one thing's sure got me excited..i'm no longer tangled in a state of confusion by a big baby...tho the word DARLING will haunt me forever. damn. BUT!!!! IT'S ALL OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so im reunited with my true love (the internet) and back with my best friend (the refridgerator) and reconciled with my nemesis (the laundry) hehe...it's back to day dreaming and chasing cars...cloud nine...blurry.. ;)

tho one thing bothered me, i didnt accomplish one thing while on my holiday...

MR ENKI

u. me. kuantan. next time. be there.

*back to blurry mode*

hmmmmm...lemme enjoy this for a while.....hehe......i'll pour the rest of my words next time...oh HOOMMMEEEEYYY!!!!!

hear me ROAR

my head was touched by a 210 Celsius steel. HOT. so horizontally, i have burns on my head that looks like a bunch of booger stickers stacking on the left side of my nagen. pretty? i think NOT. so i went to a store yesterday, somewhere near my place, and opposite the stationary & printing shop, 5 blocks away from the pasar inanam, a few steps ahead from the lady that sells corn in cup (oh yummy), just around the corner of fei fei workshop, beside the store that i actually went, is a restaurant with an open bathroom. open = platforms of wood, place them in a cubic kind of shape, tada! a toilet. it doesn't even need a door. ew. it was just inches from the tables...that...u....actually.....eat....on. wow.

i......am an artist. i love art. everything i do is about art. art is me, & i am art. art is in my veins. art art art art. ART! from fARTing to watching bART simpsons, i savy art. i think, this particular word, is being vandalized. who wants to send me to jail?

KUIH SAPIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go to papar & buy me some original kuih sapit. & kuih kelapa. oh nyaman. tolong la. TOLONG LA!

*these few lines have been deleted by me for bowling reasons. i am not a grasshopper*

so, this dude says, "i'm going to asia!!! YEAAAAAHHH!!!!!" this other dude says, "cool! get me aishwarya rai's autograph or something will ya?" and then he replies, "what? you stupid? that's in India." so the other dude says, "yeah, ur going to asia right? that's why i..." the other dude butts in, "no man, i'm going to ASIA. i wanna watch kung fu pow pow POW!" thus, the dude can only say, ".................................................................." hahh. aint we lucky?

oh dear. i feel so scatterbrained right now, i actually feel like a roadkill. u know, when them chickens & what not running amock when cars are here and there. then *SCCRRRAAAAAAAAPPPEEEEEE* hah. yah.

pardon me. i dont like being angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bida ni ba rasa dia. emo2. ish. yuck. ptui. i spit at you.

i'll.....shut up now.

sweet & simple

1. cousin's house
   
2. interview went ok
   
3. forgot wallet, left penniless
4. last person on mind to show up & picked me up
5. the irony
6. home
   
7. slept
8. dreamed
9. woke up
10. thoughts
11. ......
12. ........
13. ........
14. ......
15. .......
16. ........
17. .......
18. ...........................................................
19. f*ck. i've been used.

thank u.

































kenapa bah. muka aku kena cop apa oh?

great.....now i have to choose between two again

Both are decent choices. Either two of them are fine; one's far away, one's right here in kk. One's ready to accept me, one's still undetermined. This one is in kk. The "judgement" day is tomorow. I don't even know what to say yet @_@

I want both of them! Of course, not only is it impossible, it's ridiculous :P Nothing good comes from being greedy. Don't forget that hannah.

It's still doesn't change the fact though, that I have to somehow let go of one. It's gonna take a toll on my conscience. I can feel it T_T I'll be feeling all guilty & whiny & complain-ny & everything-y. Argh. I hate choosing! =(

I want the one in kk but what if I'm not wanted? If I take the one that's far away, the DISTANCE man...I'm not kidding. FAR.

I guess I have to make a wise choice. That seems somewhat unlikely of the infamous hannah the childish nerd. But I have to try because I might end up losing both. Which is much worse. I need a little guidance & probably more advices from my VIPs. People, I need you T_T

Oh yeah, I'm talking bout job offers here by the way. Forgot to mention that. Tomorow's the interview with Imperial Hotel (kk). Whoopsie~

i like to explain every single thing bit by bit especially if it has something to do with my blog, from its name to my post's date's font's color

i made changes. =D gee, that was so not obvious wasn't it?

raaawwwwkkk....!!!!

I REFUSE TO SLEEP!!!

dunno. i probably want to do something extraordinary first. then i can sleep happily. weird. @_@

just noooooooooooooow i went out spontaneously with amesz to Mcd to mengumpatsss & beceritaaaaaarrrrrkkkkkksss :D :D :D :D :D

girl, I MISS U A LOT GILAAAAAAAA!!!!! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!! lagu dangdut tu ba....hastagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! & SOUR CHERRY!!!! CUTE!!!!!!!!

aku jahat buahahahaha she had an assignment to do! & i brought her out for a Mcflurrrrrry miahahahahahaahhahahaha (ni kali yg bikin aku hyper...sugar overdose)

but really really really sorry for that distraction my :D :D :D :D :D if u want any help wit dat assignment, i'll be glad of assistance!! ^_____^








i have a duty to perform jugak before im allowed to sleep. kena suruh guring ikan @___@ baiklah.

kena suruh kasi bersih fridge. there's a month old plastic full of pisang goreng in there. tu yg dry food. yg wet, nda payah la ah. inda decent ROFL (- -,)

wash socks & underpants...MEN'S socks & underpants..im a maid xD

& lastly, anu.....painin....aaahhhh itu ja la


ketara ba teda idea mau blog. sajaaa ja ni ba T___T

wokehlaaah. i got to babysit. im lending my ears here :D :D :D if u noe wat i mean...taraaaa!

=(

something i wanna do...






BUT I CANT