some morning rants :D

Which part of NO did he not understand? As far as I know, Sabahans DO NOT want the friggin' Coal Plant in Lahad Datu. Or a majority of us don't, at least. Why went on with it? If you want it so much, why not just build it somewhere else? If it can't be built elsewhere, why won't you just NOT build it? There's only two things I see from this whole thing;

No 1: He thinks Sabahans are stupid & aren't capable of thinking for their own selves.

No 2: We're loyal; so they're treating us like dogs.

Prove me wrong there Mr PM Sir.

I may be an old soul, but I don't have to be 38 years old biologically. T_T

Uh oh. Deep shit people. I checked my bmi & all recently, my body fats are considered obese (i blame the belly dancing) & my age......friggin' 38. k. 38. DAMN.

how? why? when? why? WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

i guess i need to do healthy things. like..............*nope nobody's home* i have migrane i'll google them up later :D

ok, some things totally unrelated to my un-intelligent title. i guess i'll be holding on to dis phrase religiously now; its MIND OVER MATTER :D

shit happens, shit will happen, shit happened, & shits will happen again and again; but if you can control the reins of ur own emotions, u r dubbed UNTOUCHABLE. =) i hate the fact that mean people exist. dammit they do. i have learned now if u bend & twist ur own mind, what mattered before wont anymore =P

there's dis dude right. he yelled at me & humiliated me like im some kind of pig. well, i didnt have to do anything & then before long, minta kesian sama saya. wtf. stupid asshole. ko sda kasi malu diri ko, aku nda payah buat apa2 pun xD

whatever. im just...thank God im still breathing, alive & well xD mind over matter right. the matter is, im obese. & old. but my mind says, lantaklah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P

mari membuat perubahan

I WANNA CHANGE SOMETHING SOMEDAY SOMEHOW!!!!!! i really have dis bad, BADA habit i really wanna change.

MENGUMPAT. xD

no laughing matter people, sometimes i dont even realize that im bitching about someone, IT SEEMS LIKE IM BREATHING! NORMAL!! NATURAL!!! T____T tia mau. the worst thing is, coz i dont think, i dont realize wat it might do to others or my own self. @___@

& its not easy for the female species to admit it xD makanan kami ba tu!

but i wont make that an excuse, from now on, every time i feel like i have some good story-mory worthy of an oscar, i'd imagine all my fav guys giving me these looks










no babies i dont wanna make u angry xD hahhh sajuk sikit hati ^^ to whom it may concern, its ok dat u dont remember my name coz it isnt pretty, & the fact that u announced it in front of everybody. my lips will remain shut xD

not another aquarius?

bah mati. MATI. i tell you. no wonder la!! kindettttttttttt...

i always fall for yg bangsat punya guys hehe...thank god that this time around, im not smarter, though im not getting dumber to not notice the destructive path im going to. & dat's simply liking a wrong guy. whew~ aquarius, leo, & cancer, main jauh2. don't spoil my moment now that i feel like gisele bunchen xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD tidak kelakar itu, bukan? bah britney la...or megan fox? mana2 la yang pinting it feels good to not have sum1 saying "buat apa weekend ni? jum dating" or "i want u to come to blah blah" time2 i have plans for myself.i really hope i can keep my head in the game! the prize, SELF EMPOWERMENT! ;P buuuuuuuut...buliii la ba kan tgk2 tu budak sekali sekala...sikit2 ja la HAHAHAHAHA xP teda pendirian btul

oh another day

TITANIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im watching titanic...titanic....is awesome.....ok........sikit nangis....sikit la hehe....

I LIKE THIS NEW TEMPLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but....it has no comments in its html T______T ngapa kian....well it doesnt matter anyways =D i wudve had FUN today if not for this selfish retard that ruined everything...dude...if u wanna go poop, u don't have to drag us all in the goddamn bathroom.....figuratively......ARGH!!!!! NDA DAPAT TGK WAYANG!!!!!! aku mau kuar sbb xmau tension....sama ja tension dia...bangsat...however, regardless, kuar with my cousins are always fun xD a bunch of people who just wanna laugh the whole day without a care in the world ^________________^

ok now, the lesson i learned today, is to not let people take the best of u....HOORAY!!!!!!! yeah...and to not let people fog ur own judgment...everyone is entitled to opinions...lemme keep mine, n u keep urs...win-win situation nobody loses EVERYONE'S HAPPY! =))

haaaaah...im tired of always trying to understand people, be the one who always compromises...y couldn't it be like a give n take thing kan2? its time i have my space, with people who only care about DOTA n MU hehe =D ive done my part, now im just a burden so back with the win-win thingy, im sticking to my own ground, n i promise i wont question or critisize urs..im fair!!! and lovely..ngeeeeeeeeeeee

ok now cinemax is playing this hardcore thriller/horror movie.....MUST WATCH...bbbyyyyeeeeeee!!!!

Quit Kidding Urself xD

Black Eyed Peas are coming to KL soon kan? Nah, aku letak la gmbar bep sebagai perhiasan~

Did you hear the news about Muslims banned from coming to this concert? xD hahahaha!!! Ok2, im laughing not because we shouldn't do that, it's an effort. We do need to monitor the young ones. but it just seems funny you know? like...........really? What can not watching BEP do to us? Isn't it....a....parents.....job.......to.......mould....their......children.........to be a proper muslim? But yeah....how can they when.......parents......don't....understand....their children? let alone try to?

*diam jap*

erhem. k sambung.

Orait. Maybe, coz the main organizer is Guiness, u know, the booze company. Ok2. So the effort is to instill in the minds of muslim malaysian youth that they aren't supposed to be near Mr Alco. Okla, that will probably work in the long run, we just have to get used to it, & turn it into a commitment. What with the model Kartika's case & stuff, our government seems serious about this. Take note. SEEMS serious.

Now read this.

http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090901/ten-entertainment-malaysia-religion-isla-1dc2b55.html

*ROLLS EYE*

pehhh. so much for trying to set a good example. bawah meja ka ni?

If they aren't serious, how could we? Maybe, they just AREN'T.

Not...what I bargained for

Please read the awesome list below. Thank you.




Hannah is,

1. vocal. i talk.
2. a thinker. i may know what's right & wrong.
3. not a moron. I can tell if ur using me as ur scapegoat, doormat, & etc.
4. a pemanas. saya pun pandai marah balik kalau ko marah.
5. alert. don't play childish games with me.
6. a person who can hold a grudge against someone.
7. not sympathetic towards the pathetic.
8. not one to kiss any asses.
9. patient, but not to idiots.
10. actually a nice person (^_^)V *peace*

Mau cari tempat kerja yg lain. I've been saying this a lot sudah. Damn. DAMN!

ps: how nice if i could just put that bitch's name right here in my blog!! really...i didn't hold my studies to be just THIS & being treated like a stupid child.

nda mau dgr ckap org suda

need to re-arrange my trust cabinet. nda semua org buli ada sna tu. *paranoid* itu ja. sebenarnya. i dont feel like sprinkling fancy words today. i do not trust everyone around me.

Working Girl

nah ive never seen the movie xD lol

its been a month, me here in novotel. i spent on booze (not mine), charles & keith's fucshia shoes & cobalt snakeskin handbag (mum & sis), quicksilver uber cool skater button-up shirt (wish it was mine) & two packs of keropok lekor from a shop at university apartments (my requests...YES!). Boy, this part, I like =)

Wanna know what I had to do to get that reward?

5 people were resigning the first week of my job, making me as disoriented & cluttered as if I was Olympic Games winner Wang Hao's ping pong ball. Oh yes. Im not playing here. It feels as though I was teleporting. Mentally & physically. My brain's favorite question was, "What the heck am I supposed to do here?" then poof! Teleport. To an unknown world to men & woman alike where creatures of many sizes & shapes coexist together & they all have one thing in common; they are short-tempered & intolerent in nature & favor those who can read minds. *gasp!*

For a week, it went ok. I learned how to be a psychic & when to turn off the switch in my head. But when I was just starting to get the hang of my job, my brain's favorite word was, "Biarlah". Which led to one messy working table, a lot of high volumed phone calls, & one angry boss. Whew. Not a good time people. Oh yes. Let's not forget it also causes awkward-feeling collegues. They were afraid that I might turn psychotic. & cause a massacre or something xD

Wanna know more? A new person came. A manager. & managers need their coordinators. COORDINATORS! An executive would be nice. But alas, there is only one coordinator in this department. Yup, lil ol me. Or should I say big fat me, doesnt make a difference. It'll still be me. Alone. & this is my first job. I have 3 managers. THREE. Not that I'm complaining. BUT THREE PEOPLE! THREE! Marila kamu kerja cni T_T Did I mention I always go home 2 hours after my working hours are done? Yeah. That's the earliest I can go. & its only during my half day do I actually go back home on time as my regular working days. *what?!*

So let's not talk about the less (or should I say none at all) time I had with my loved ones ='(

For the next thing I'm going to say, it won't be much, & it requires you to read between the lines. People are different from one another, some might be nice, some wont. Some have an excellent personallity, some are just plain IDIOTS. Sekian. (The word starts with an "F", & rhymes with light) Oh, I started it xD

So that's just it. The rest, you know the deal. Alaa...office stuff. Bowringgggggggggg. I don't need to tell you how awesome I am with a computer (ha...ha....ha.....) or with answering calls (he....he....he.....) or wearing black stilletto pumps (ho...ho...ho....) Erm. I just realized that I have denounce myself X___X

Aaaaaanyways. I'm done writing. This is a matter of life & death, I hate to stop LOL hahahaha! Back to work then ^^









I grew WARTS. On my fingers & hands. (added 5.33pm) & R still hasnt contacted me ='((

hush

I'm still choked up for Micheal Jackson. I can't bring myself to watch his memorial till now. Maybe to others his passing is old news, but not for me. That guy was the reason I have DREAMS.

Yasmin Ahmad was one of the bravest, fearless & most open-minded person in the film industry here. There could never be anyone like her again; at least not for another 100 years when WE would actually ACCEPT the REAL idea of UNITY. I'm on the Hang Jebat's team.

Al-Fatihah.

ih..ba apa mau ckap ni?

halu. aku kena suruh update blog.





*crickets*





*sighs*





*scratches head*





*thinks......*





*blogging mode: activated*




it's been a while since i've blog, so pardon the awkward & dull words =P (terus ckp english ba kunu...KIMAK!) i make transitions in my internet-bug activities. Rotating's what u call it HAHA! lol ;P from fs, to fb, to blogspot, to onemanga (yes im serious) to youtube to google & right down to just checking my mails..ini la ba hidup penganggur, not much going on, even if i haven't blogged anything for quite some time but when i do, it'll still be the same thing.....actually~ :D

hmmmmm but speaking about pengangguran si hannah ini, i've kinda made up my mind to studying in UMS...HOORAHH!!! im given time till next year, & if i just laze around not doing anything productive, my mom'll literally throw me to UMS...ok la ba kan?

Oh! I am grounded. Yes. Kinda happily grounded i might say. I went out for a straight 2 weeks with my best friends who were in town for a short time; i reaaaaaallllyyyy CAN'T say no to spending time with them & coming home at 3-4 am in the morn :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D so no regrets HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!! IM GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

erhem. on a more serious note, 2 others have fallen victim to my ultimate birthday annihilation. I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. pictures will be up ^^ oh tepung, how i love u so! *tears*

oh yeah! yesterday was my baby brother's birthday ^^ but alas, the dude is still to fragile to be tormented of being fooled & tortured to bits for the sake of his birthday. tggu ko habis SPM wahai adik kesayanganku. I had a really good time with him & the rest of my family just now =) if only the other baby (naha) was there, COMPLETE SDA! missing her la ^^

Next saturday will be a picnic with chocolate cakes. coz someone important is coming ^_________^ AMESZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope to see EVERYONE soon, after my grounding's done ;P they're busybees ^^ unlike Madam Lazy right here ;P i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait TO SEE MY BESTFRIEND AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe. k im done now. deactivating the mode shit thingy =P





























ahh...one more thing. hunnah loves ridhwan ^^ SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! next post :P

a bad coloured rainbow hahaha

hehahaaaa. i did some changes to my blog but the colours are still......berhamburan hehehehehehe. sakit la jua mata tgk >.<


i didn't plan on writing anything specific (or useful hehee) on this post (as always) sooooooooo...wanna see my new pictures? :DDDDDDD

Before:

After:

(nope that won't do...again!)








FINAL:

wat do ya think??????? ngehh...at times, i do feel like Xena...u know...the warrior princess? i didnt at first but seriously, im hearing the theme song a lot in my head nowadays @_@ but, im really liking this new hair. its kinda like a transformation, which was what i wanted! i was getting tired of my old hair so much. (do i sound self-centered? :P)





3 comments i cannot forget:

1. "U don't look malaysian! or asian! or eroupean! u look...HANNAH!" by my mom. she meant i created a new race. bangsa hannah. i looked so different i created a new race hehehehehe i love my mom ^___^ course, moms always say nice things bout their kids, so im still on earth ;)

2. "Hannaaaaaaaaah u look nice!" by my lil bro. that's the first time he said that =)

3. "My, siapa kawan ko ni? dari hari tu lagi aku nampak" my best friend amy's mom. we've known each other for the past 11 years. that's about the same time i've known her mom too :D :D :D :D :D :D





no 1 & 3 cracks me up to tears ^______________________^ while no 2, gave me tears for a different reason =))


well, that's it for now. i have tons of things to write but i'll save that for another time. my back ache is IMPOSSIBLE!!! i guess i have been sitting here a bit too long....ehehh..

id like to say thank u to those new people who visited my blog! do feel free to leave any comment or say something at the chat box =)

bye bye now!

is it too late for a resolution?

hello wello =D hunnah wunnah says hiya wiyaaaaaaa

*ish, lame.*

I, siti raihannah binti mohammad, is a VEGETABLE. i haven't been doing anything good for the people around me, neither do i have done anything for myself. ^____^ ehehehehe~ whoops.


rewind for a little bit, my new years resolution was to change my vulnerable self. i didnt wanna be stepped on, taken advantage of, it was just that minor thing. i didnt wanna be lied to la by a certain someone; but it was just that. & i figured, that isn't enough to last me for the rest of the year.


i wanna work hard. i wanna be smarter. i wanna be able to not depend on others, including my own happiness. my happiness belongs to me right now, there aint a lot of it to share around, so i guess it's time that i refill these pockets of mine. kan? it isnt anyone's fault (but mine?) that i am just one clueless airhead that doesnt know anything. that is what i shoud've change a looong time ago. maybe im pushing myself but, right now it's better than not doing anything at all.


by the way, im tired of being depressed & angry all the time. angst = teenager. not for 20 year-olds anymore. the only person who could get rid of all this is me. or else i wont grow (hahh..not the first time i heard this!! :D)


oh weeeeeell....so therefore, i will turn myself from this,

to this,

jessica rabbit...


ahahahahhahahahaahhah :P :P :P :P


gotta love her :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

saya okay

triumph!! happy happy joy joy! i like my blog.

time will tell; indeed it needs more pictures & decorations. my vainness won't fail me. if i ever had that! :D sudah tiba masanya untuk angkat bakul sendiri *clears throat*

hahahhaa.

the past two days of my life was a turmoil; im not bluffing, look at my previous posts. from being confused to angry to enraged; i was a MESS. people warned to not let your right hand know what ur left hand did, & so, i'll leave out my tantrumatic details. the things i did wasnt pretty (muahahahhahahaha) but of course, only when i am happy do i take the moment for granted & thus, it slips my mind so ndala terblog...! ya, dis is wat dis post is about ;)

in my time of tantrumness, my best friend amesz membawa ku berjalan :D uwwaaaaa i missed her gila ni & so cured la sikit ini perasaan marah2 ini huahaha. the curios benjamin button was something; & i wouldn't pick a better company! MYYYYY!!!! SYIIIUUUKKK!!!! we ate lambchops, talked a lot, & the best part besides the watching the movie was meeting our old senior d Port View!!!!!!!!! was glad she was there with me to meet my future "future" ehehehe. nnt la explain. & then nda puas lg becerita, stay lg d mcd drive thru duduk2 makan2. for the whole day, what was worrying & disturbing me was slowly fading smpai dia tggl 3/4 ja. the posts i made before, all those makin lama makin aku nda ingat ^___^ AMESZ I LOVE U GIRL!!

as if that couldnt help me enough, yesterday i went to kk wit a bus to meet my cousin. smpai ja d kk ketawa sudah :D turun ja d bustop, tu konduktor bas p tgk org d bustop ni trus tgk aku smbil senyum dan buat "thumbs up". heran la aku. sekali aku tgk di depan...alalalala cumil jua pacik ni. becicit suda kali. tgk2 aku smbil blushing. the sight was genuine that i find it funny :D nda marah ni terus. i walked a lot, a bit too much i guess, dat sweat built up on my head to create an army or dandruffs. baiklah.

oh. one more. ive added colour to my wardrobe!!! hehe. baju baruuuu muahahah. other than black & white, ive added purple & pink to the collection. yyyeeessss satu mission accomplished. & now that cherie's selling clothes online, i just have to pick what i want thru dis comp :D no salesgirl, no shops.

itulah dia, i have more reasons to be fine than being sour all the time. ^____^ im okay now. no tanrums. :D :D :D :D :D

compromise? not in my vocabs at the moment

in nature, i am a happy go lucky person. im always happy. happy happy happy happy happy. like im always smiling the whole time. nothing can break me.

WRONG.

being angry cant be associated wit me at all; im always called THE NICE ONE, THE GOOD ONE, well newsflash.

I CAN GET IRRITATED

i can be agitated

my cup of coffee can get stirred

i can be angry

no one seems to take me seriously

& till dat time comes, which i think never will,

im gonna go on a rampage if i feel like it

i dont like it i'll say something

IM HUMAN

not some comfort shoulder to ease up ur guilt or anything, please

i haven't said this in a while

I HATE EVERYTHING AT THE MOMENT

makes pregnant women like saints compare to my mood swings.

AAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHH!!!

damn. cant enjoy my lambchop. upperstar babi.

psst~ kasih sayang resort is CORRUPT @_@

holidaaaaay holidaaaaayyy holidaaaaayyy!!!! ;)

yes, its the chinese new year holidaaaaays which means.....ENJOYYYY!!!!! (err...not...go on read the rest)

the maleks family planned a getaway to this kasih sayang resort on the 25th. it's in inanam, nama kmpung dia im not sure but it is near kionsom waterfall.

man, was i excited!!!! me & my mom made cookies (lots of them..i mean...A LOT!) let's see, in all, adala 350 biji cookies kami buat & a tall jar of kuih batang buruk ^^

everything was going great, everyone especially the working ones were happy to be there as it was meant to be a getaway, me n my mom's cookies made everyone girigitan ^^ makan ramai2, becerita ramai2...

till it started.

hospitality no-no #1:inconsistency of electric power flow

T_____________________T

have u ever heard of a resort or a hotel or even a cheap motel, not having electricity?

in their own words,

"nanti dalam pukul 3 teda letrik ni. tu generator blah blah kamu kena blah blah nanti off tu water heater jgn guna"

"its these people who's doing the roads ah, they just simply crash anything in their way while at it & mess up the blah blah electricity"

astaga. kejap ada, kejap teda

TTT____________________TTT

not only that. even the reasons change

*hmmmmm*




hospitality no-no #2:tell guests to leave early so new guests can go in

we were told to do so, but of course, we weren't told why, but we do know why.

except, the time we were told to check out was...

11 am.

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????

seriously, the earliest time to check out is 12, when u have more guests coming & u need to clean the rooms & stuff. but 11?

its an hour ja diference dia but we didnt pay 150++ to have ourselves rushing & packing the minute we had our breakfast.

oh yah. it was at 10 am. at 10 am, they told us to leave in an hour. T_____T






macam......fishy.

*whispers*

jangan p sana ui. rugi.

Sorry? Ur sorry?

damn. even to those who doesn't watch the news everyday, like me, are aware of the war in Gaza. & u would know that Israel's the one causing the havoc. or should i say, the sufferings.

NO.

that's not it. what word would best fit a baby's mother being brutally killed? that's if the babies aren't killed first. what about people seeing their own friends & relatives flying around & their body parts burst to pieces? other than the usual everyday dialogs we hear in the radio & tv, their everyday sounds are screams of agony, pain, & death. our concerns are of bills & sort; while theirs are to survive or be killed.

so, what word best fits this?

as i was doing my daily chores, washing the dishes after dinner, my parents as its their routine, watches the news & wants to know of the updates on Gaza. i didn't really wanted to watch graphic images of what's happening, it saddens me. but i was confounded by words said by an Israeli person; i do not know what his position is on Israel.

"I'm Sorry"

say what? ur sorry? UR SORRY?

*speechless*







ps: i may be passive about this but i'm not oblivious. i don't know what's going on there but they have my prayers, even tho its a small one. i may be late when it comes to realization but at least, i have.

4 Things

4 Favourite Ice Cream Flavours When Eating Out of a Papercup:

1. Vanilla
2. Mint
3. Corn
4. Strawberry


4 Taboo Songs to Hear When Looking at School Pictures:

1. Dr. Bombay - Calcutta
2. Toy Box - Tarzan & Jane
3. Too Phat - Anak Ayam
4. Wilson Philips - Hold On


4 Reasons to Love a Rain on a Saturday Morning

1. an excuse to listen to psychotically sad love songs
2. don't have to do the laundry, the clothes won't dry
3. its so somber, makes you think that your British
4. any day is the same as another but things'll feel extra special on saturday


4 Movies to Watch When Unwanted Thoughts of an Ex Comes to Mind

1. Saw 1
2. Saw 2
3. Saw 3
4. Saw 4 (adaka...?)


4 Types of Food That Reminds Me of My Cats

1. Sunquick drink
2. Marble Cake
3. Kari Ayam
4. ais krim yg berwarna putih coklat

4 Reasons Why I Did This

1. Just because
2. Avoid chores
3. Bored
4. Cant find reasons why I shouldn't LOL :D