Sunday, October 25, 2009
oh another day
I LIKE THIS NEW TEMPLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but....it has no comments in its html T______T ngapa kian....well it doesnt matter anyways =D i wudve had FUN today if not for this selfish retard that ruined everything...dude...if u wanna go poop, u don't have to drag us all in the goddamn bathroom.....figuratively......ARGH!!!!! NDA DAPAT TGK WAYANG!!!!!! aku mau kuar sbb xmau tension....sama ja tension dia...bangsat...however, regardless, kuar with my cousins are always fun xD a bunch of people who just wanna laugh the whole day without a care in the world ^________________^
ok now, the lesson i learned today, is to not let people take the best of u....HOORAY!!!!!!! yeah...and to not let people fog ur own judgment...everyone is entitled to opinions...lemme keep mine, n u keep urs...win-win situation nobody loses EVERYONE'S HAPPY! =))
haaaaah...im tired of always trying to understand people, be the one who always compromises...y couldn't it be like a give n take thing kan2? its time i have my space, with people who only care about DOTA n MU hehe =D ive done my part, now im just a burden so back with the win-win thingy, im sticking to my own ground, n i promise i wont question or critisize urs..im fair!!! and lovely..ngeeeeeeeeeeee
ok now cinemax is playing this hardcore thriller/horror movie.....MUST WATCH...bbbyyyyeeeeeee!!!!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
this'll be quick
o yaa speaking of weird, last nite, the person i never wud've thought to contact me from kuantan, EVER, actually called me (WARGGH!!) err...the only thing i knew about him was probably the fact dat his mustache grows faster on the left side of his mouth...other than that, ZERO. it was weird....
oooohhhhh and hooray for my boyfriend coz he didn't listen to me when i told him to do his assignment on sunday now he's stuck with 3, and it has to be submitted tomorow! not a single one is done!!! HOORAYYY!!! akakakakaka xD
oh question, how would you react if someone told you that he/she is so popular in sabah?
hahahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok2 last one....make up......I NEED A SMUDGIE!!!! ='( i cannot live without smoky eyes.......i feel like an artery vein in my body has been cut & now i'm dying bleeding to death......dats how bad i need a smudge tool......hehehe....
i'll probably make a new post again after dis heheeeeeeeeeee....bye for now
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
stubborn & spoiled right down to the core (whoopsie~)
i.......i...i.i.i.i.i.i.i....i......i...i..i...i....do not have all the explainations for my behaviour sometimes. i might have an idea why, at times, but, it still does not fully justify wat i did. my outbursts, meltdowns, & temper can be...well...overwhelming.
i always wanna improve my life, & myself. if i feel that im a moron, i'd change till i dont feel like a moron. if i feel like i live the life of a moron, i'd improve watever the heck it is dats moron-ish in my life till it seems pretty ok to me. make sense? ok. now for the main course.
i come across as someone passive since forever! yes. ok. alright. mbah. buli ba. it gives an impression that anything goes for me. when actually, NO ba. so my life gets pretty bad after all this. i attracted pests. & sent out wrong impressions & wat not. so i dont wanna be like dis anymore. i dont wanna be miserable.
so im stamping my foot on the ground; i must get what i want! when i dont, IT ISNT ACCEPTABLE! i want what i want, if it isnt wat i want then i wont bother! it'll be a big NO all the way!
so yeah with that it works. it actually works & i do get my way & stuff. but....doesnt dis make me a moron? xD
haiihh...i win some but i lose some. in the midst of making things right for me, i became very2 stubborn & spoiled~ whoops~ an...accident u might say xD hehe...he...no dis isnt funny...i feel that my outbursts is the inner me trying to fight for wat i want that ive kinda lost my moral compass for a moment there. cant i get my way without all the stubborness & spoiledness?
cant think! mental block! vocab drought! bye2.
The Expressive Words of She Who Carried Me for 9 Months
"You've always had something against my nose!"
:: when, im not sure. what i'm sure of is that it was damn cute ^^ she was driving, my lil bro ami & myself bought some expensive almost-expired buns at a bakery we shouldn't have gone to. that aside, she asked for a piece. she made a turn and thus the bun went straight to her nose xD n accused ami for having a grudge against her nose xD
"Kunun..."
:: finally, after 10 years, she got the chance to study again. the second opportunity that she never imagined would ever happen. words can't describe this elation, this feeling of supreme achievement, it was happiness at the highest level possible. as she picked up her pen, this was the only thing she managed to say xD
"Let me coil into this blanket."
:: Upon hearing something she unpleasing to her ears. & she did actually coil xD
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I dont want to, but have to
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Quit Kidding Urself xD

Did you hear the news about Muslims banned from coming to this concert? xD hahahaha!!! Ok2, im laughing not because we shouldn't do that, it's an effort. We do need to monitor the young ones. but it just seems funny you know? like...........really? What can not watching BEP do to us? Isn't it....a....parents.....job.......to.......mould....their......children.........to be a proper muslim? But yeah....how can they when.......parents......don't....understand....their children? let alone try to?
*diam jap*
erhem. k sambung.
Orait. Maybe, coz the main organizer is Guiness, u know, the booze company. Ok2. So the effort is to instill in the minds of muslim malaysian youth that they aren't supposed to be near Mr Alco. Okla, that will probably work in the long run, we just have to get used to it, & turn it into a commitment. What with the model Kartika's case & stuff, our government seems serious about this. Take note. SEEMS serious.
Now read this.
http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090901/ten-entertainment-malaysia-religion-isla-1dc2b55.html
*ROLLS EYE*
pehhh. so much for trying to set a good example. bawah meja ka ni?
If they aren't serious, how could we? Maybe, they just AREN'T.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Not...what I bargained for
Hannah is,
- vocal. i talk.
- a thinker. i may know what's right & wrong.
- not a moron. I can tell if ur using me as ur scapegoat, doormat, & etc.
- a pemanas. saya pun pandai marah balik kalau ko marah.
- alert. don't play childish games with me.
- a person who can hold a grudge against someone.
- not sympathetic towards the pathetic.
- not one to kiss any asses.
- patient, but not to idiots.
- actually a nice person (^_^)V *peace*
Mau cari tempat kerja yg lain. I've been saying this a lot sudah. Damn. DAMN!
ps: how nice if i could just put that bitch's name right here in my blog!! really...i didn't hold my studies to be just THIS & being treated like a stupid child.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
nda mau dgr ckap org suda
Friday, August 14, 2009
Skype!
fs pun
blogging bleh, but its...basically talking to urself T_T
YM HANGKANG!!!!!!
skype me plz people :D (kesian kan?)
*muka 5sen*
my skype name: hunnah.wunnah
uwa. bor. ing.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Working Girl
its been a month, me here in novotel. i spent on booze (not mine), charles & keith's fucshia shoes & cobalt snakeskin handbag (mum & sis), quicksilver uber cool skater button-up shirt (wish it was mine) & two packs of keropok lekor from a shop at university apartments (my requests...YES!). Boy, this part, I like =)
Wanna know what I had to do to get that reward?
5 people were resigning the first week of my job, making me as disoriented & cluttered as if I was Olympic Games winner Wang Hao's ping pong ball. Oh yes. Im not playing here. It feels as though I was teleporting. Mentally & physically. My brain's favorite question was, "What the heck am I supposed to do here?" then poof! Teleport. To an unknown world to men & woman alike where creatures of many sizes & shapes coexist together & they all have one thing in common; they are short-tempered & intolerent in nature & favor those who can read minds. *gasp!*
For a week, it went ok. I learned how to be a psychic & when to turn off the switch in my head. But when I was just starting to get the hang of my job, my brain's favorite word was, "Biarlah". Which led to one messy working table, a lot of high volumed phone calls, & one angry boss. Whew. Not a good time people. Oh yes. Let's not forget it also causes awkward-feeling collegues. They were afraid that I might turn psychotic. & cause a massacre or something xD
Wanna know more? A new person came. A manager. & managers need their coordinators. COORDINATORS! An executive would be nice. But alas, there is only one coordinator in this department. Yup, lil ol me. Or should I say big fat me, doesnt make a difference. It'll still be me. Alone. & this is my first job. I have 3 managers. THREE. Not that I'm complaining. BUT THREE PEOPLE! THREE! Marila kamu kerja cni T_T Did I mention I always go home 2 hours after my working hours are done? Yeah. That's the earliest I can go. & its only during my half day do I actually go back home on time as my regular working days. *what?!*
So let's not talk about the less (or should I say none at all) time I had with my loved ones ='(
For the next thing I'm going to say, it won't be much, & it requires you to read between the lines. People are different from one another, some might be nice, some wont. Some have an excellent personallity, some are just plain IDIOTS. Sekian. (The word starts with an "F", & rhymes with light) Oh, I started it xD
So that's just it. The rest, you know the deal. Alaa...office stuff. Bowringgggggggggg. I don't need to tell you how awesome I am with a computer (ha...ha....ha.....) or with answering calls (he....he....he.....) or wearing black stilletto pumps (ho...ho...ho....) Erm. I just realized that I have denounce myself X___X
Aaaaaanyways. I'm done writing. This is a matter of life & death, I hate to stop LOL hahahaha! Back to work then ^^
I grew WARTS. On my fingers & hands. (added 5.33pm) & R still hasnt contacted me ='((
