i need to stop thinking wat other people would think wen i say what i think wen im thinking

i dont think i've...ever really been that honest wen it comes to blogging. maybe a few times but there is this boundary, or maybe a mental block, that wenever i start typing i'd start thinking,

"would people think this is cool?"

=P

and if not that, i'd start monologuing as if im presenting something in english class. and would use paragraphs upon paragraphs to explain a simple thing.

example,

the oddly murky science of how the planet on where we stand called earth has brought drop upon drop of condensed water indefinitely made me feel saddened.

which just means its raining and i hate it. sorta like dis. minus the paragraphs la =P

i guess it is a problem =P *shrugs* then i need a new blog ehehehe to start FRESH! ohh thinking of the old posts....OOOOHHHHHHHH....no.