TITANIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im watching titanic...titanic....is awesome.....ok........sikit nangis....sikit la hehe....
I LIKE THIS NEW TEMPLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but....it has no comments in its html T______T ngapa kian....well it doesnt matter anyways =D i wudve had FUN today if not for this selfish retard that ruined everything...dude...if u wanna go poop, u don't have to drag us all in the goddamn bathroom.....figuratively......ARGH!!!!! NDA DAPAT TGK WAYANG!!!!!! aku mau kuar sbb xmau tension....sama ja tension dia...bangsat...however, regardless, kuar with my cousins are always fun xD a bunch of people who just wanna laugh the whole day without a care in the world ^________________^
ok now, the lesson i learned today, is to not let people take the best of u....HOORAY!!!!!!! yeah...and to not let people fog ur own judgment...everyone is entitled to opinions...lemme keep mine, n u keep urs...win-win situation nobody loses EVERYONE'S HAPPY! =))
haaaaah...im tired of always trying to understand people, be the one who always compromises...y couldn't it be like a give n take thing kan2? its time i have my space, with people who only care about DOTA n MU hehe =D ive done my part, now im just a burden so back with the win-win thingy, im sticking to my own ground, n i promise i wont question or critisize urs..im fair!!! and lovely..ngeeeeeeeeeeee
ok now cinemax is playing this hardcore thriller/horror movie.....MUST WATCH...bbbyyyyeeeeeee!!!!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
this'll be quick
HOORAAAAYYY!!!! broadband ku amat2 ok sda muahahahaha...im back to being an internet junkie la ni, fb 24 hours a day, changing my blogger templates, dont forget the whining, and discovering more weird things on youtube HAHA!!
o yaa speaking of weird, last nite, the person i never wud've thought to contact me from kuantan, EVER, actually called me (WARGGH!!) err...the only thing i knew about him was probably the fact dat his mustache grows faster on the left side of his mouth...other than that, ZERO. it was weird....
oooohhhhh and hooray for my boyfriend coz he didn't listen to me when i told him to do his assignment on sunday now he's stuck with 3, and it has to be submitted tomorow! not a single one is done!!! HOORAYYY!!! akakakakaka xD
oh question, how would you react if someone told you that he/she is so popular in sabah?
hahahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok2 last one....make up......I NEED A SMUDGIE!!!! ='( i cannot live without smoky eyes.......i feel like an artery vein in my body has been cut & now i'm dying bleeding to death......dats how bad i need a smudge tool......hehehe....
i'll probably make a new post again after dis heheeeeeeeeeee....bye for now
o yaa speaking of weird, last nite, the person i never wud've thought to contact me from kuantan, EVER, actually called me (WARGGH!!) err...the only thing i knew about him was probably the fact dat his mustache grows faster on the left side of his mouth...other than that, ZERO. it was weird....
oooohhhhh and hooray for my boyfriend coz he didn't listen to me when i told him to do his assignment on sunday now he's stuck with 3, and it has to be submitted tomorow! not a single one is done!!! HOORAYYY!!! akakakakaka xD
oh question, how would you react if someone told you that he/she is so popular in sabah?
hahahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok2 last one....make up......I NEED A SMUDGIE!!!! ='( i cannot live without smoky eyes.......i feel like an artery vein in my body has been cut & now i'm dying bleeding to death......dats how bad i need a smudge tool......hehehe....
i'll probably make a new post again after dis heheeeeeeeeeee....bye for now
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
stubborn & spoiled right down to the core (whoopsie~)
MIA! MIA! MIA! MIA! MIA!!!!!!!!!!!! i was mia for quite a long time. so the woes, complaints & whining will be extra long from now on xD to cover up all those lost times of course lol xD before elaborating the numerous events that happened in my life during the time i was gone, i just couldn't get this off my chest for the moment. here goes.
i.......i...i.i.i.i.i.i.i....i......i...i..i...i....do not have all the explainations for my behaviour sometimes. i might have an idea why, at times, but, it still does not fully justify wat i did. my outbursts, meltdowns, & temper can be...well...overwhelming.
i always wanna improve my life, & myself. if i feel that im a moron, i'd change till i dont feel like a moron. if i feel like i live the life of a moron, i'd improve watever the heck it is dats moron-ish in my life till it seems pretty ok to me. make sense? ok. now for the main course.
i come across as someone passive since forever! yes. ok. alright. mbah. buli ba. it gives an impression that anything goes for me. when actually, NO ba. so my life gets pretty bad after all this. i attracted pests. & sent out wrong impressions & wat not. so i dont wanna be like dis anymore. i dont wanna be miserable.
so im stamping my foot on the ground; i must get what i want! when i dont, IT ISNT ACCEPTABLE! i want what i want, if it isnt wat i want then i wont bother! it'll be a big NO all the way!
so yeah with that it works. it actually works & i do get my way & stuff. but....doesnt dis make me a moron? xD
haiihh...i win some but i lose some. in the midst of making things right for me, i became very2 stubborn & spoiled~ whoops~ an...accident u might say xD hehe...he...no dis isnt funny...i feel that my outbursts is the inner me trying to fight for wat i want that ive kinda lost my moral compass for a moment there. cant i get my way without all the stubborness & spoiledness?
cant think! mental block! vocab drought! bye2.
i.......i...i.i.i.i.i.i.i....i......i...i..i...i....do not have all the explainations for my behaviour sometimes. i might have an idea why, at times, but, it still does not fully justify wat i did. my outbursts, meltdowns, & temper can be...well...overwhelming.
i always wanna improve my life, & myself. if i feel that im a moron, i'd change till i dont feel like a moron. if i feel like i live the life of a moron, i'd improve watever the heck it is dats moron-ish in my life till it seems pretty ok to me. make sense? ok. now for the main course.
i come across as someone passive since forever! yes. ok. alright. mbah. buli ba. it gives an impression that anything goes for me. when actually, NO ba. so my life gets pretty bad after all this. i attracted pests. & sent out wrong impressions & wat not. so i dont wanna be like dis anymore. i dont wanna be miserable.
so im stamping my foot on the ground; i must get what i want! when i dont, IT ISNT ACCEPTABLE! i want what i want, if it isnt wat i want then i wont bother! it'll be a big NO all the way!
so yeah with that it works. it actually works & i do get my way & stuff. but....doesnt dis make me a moron? xD
haiihh...i win some but i lose some. in the midst of making things right for me, i became very2 stubborn & spoiled~ whoops~ an...accident u might say xD hehe...he...no dis isnt funny...i feel that my outbursts is the inner me trying to fight for wat i want that ive kinda lost my moral compass for a moment there. cant i get my way without all the stubborness & spoiledness?
cant think! mental block! vocab drought! bye2.
The Expressive Words of She Who Carried Me for 9 Months
Grrr i can only remember these 3 for now....my mom is the best xD
"You've always had something against my nose!"
:: when, im not sure. what i'm sure of is that it was damn cute ^^ she was driving, my lil bro ami & myself bought some expensive almost-expired buns at a bakery we shouldn't have gone to. that aside, she asked for a piece. she made a turn and thus the bun went straight to her nose xD n accused ami for having a grudge against her nose xD
"Kunun..."
:: finally, after 10 years, she got the chance to study again. the second opportunity that she never imagined would ever happen. words can't describe this elation, this feeling of supreme achievement, it was happiness at the highest level possible. as she picked up her pen, this was the only thing she managed to say xD
"Let me coil into this blanket."
:: Upon hearing something she unpleasing to her ears. & she did actually coil xD
"You've always had something against my nose!"
:: when, im not sure. what i'm sure of is that it was damn cute ^^ she was driving, my lil bro ami & myself bought some expensive almost-expired buns at a bakery we shouldn't have gone to. that aside, she asked for a piece. she made a turn and thus the bun went straight to her nose xD n accused ami for having a grudge against her nose xD
"Kunun..."
:: finally, after 10 years, she got the chance to study again. the second opportunity that she never imagined would ever happen. words can't describe this elation, this feeling of supreme achievement, it was happiness at the highest level possible. as she picked up her pen, this was the only thing she managed to say xD
"Let me coil into this blanket."
:: Upon hearing something she unpleasing to her ears. & she did actually coil xD
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