Youtubing

people go clubbing,

people go jogging,

while i

love YOUTUBING. yes, youtubing =)

but im not a technosexual, no no, im comfortable socializing in person :D i dont need to hide behind a computer or a handphone that's for sure~ eheh

Youtubing is where i watch & find any vids that i might have an interest in; regardless if its familiar or not. could be anything!

& it has made me found some pretty good hidden stuff in there. lets take a short journey shall we? hehe

when i was on plane on the way back to kk i think, i read in the mag Going Places & found an interesting article:

"American Tribal Style (ATS) Bellydance Workshop; hosted by FCBD"

oooooooooh. now wats that? i made it a point to search it the moment i can lay my hands on the internet!!! *geek* hehaha! so basically, i found the ever burlesque & fascinating Rachel Brice, Zoe Jakes & Mardi Love, a group called The Indigo ^^





these ladies do not need to ooze out sensuality in their dances, they're mind-blowing enough! its not entirely shown in these vids la, u need to actually see a lot more then u'll noe :)

so, i became obssesed :D :D tribal fusion belly dance was alien to me so i got hypered up..heheheh!

& then, thru related vids i found this,





as usual, i was impressed by rachel brice's moves ^^ she's like a snake~* but then something else caught my attention. that song. is so beautiful! who sang it? what's the title? mcm best! & my prying eyes saw at the description "beirut - prenzlauerberg" hmmmm. so i typed in beirut,





oh dear *drooling* this dude is HOT! btw, i have already made a post about him. bahahahahha. their songs are so different, its sooo good. this band balkan inspired indie band is called beirut, & the frontman's name is zach condon. *he's hot*

so, what happens next was, this beirut vid that i found was for a thing called the Takeaway Show, featuring lots of other independent artists, & so i looked at the related vids. muahahaha morre good music!! & indie hotties :D





the kooks :D cumiiil astagaaaaa. i...did...blog bout this too *whistles* and then.....





=)) i like this song!! hehehehe. from bellydancers, to indie rockers. not bad eh? i love the indigo, & beirut (zaaaaaccch!!) & the kooks~!!!! hehehehehehhhehh!!!

this is a bored crazy person writing this post (^^)

trying to light a match

*grrr* i am seriously geram nda dpt upload gmbar. it's stressful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u know that feeling of annoyance & tension & anger & unaccomplished & pissed at the same time? gitula. rasa. dia.

probably other things has contributed to that. but that's another story. =/

i am mentally tired =( & the picts was supposed to turn my mind in peace but instead, TT_____TT ish. its was something dat i was looking forward to =(

hahh. u noe wat? i have dis habit of mine. im paranoid of wat people'll think towards anything i do. so, wat im gonna do now is say....i know wat ur thinking :D apa ba masalah perempuan ni kan muahahhahahah :D :D :D gmbar ja ba kaaaaaaaaan

but im a simpleton, simple things can cheer me up :)

& now, for the moment, hopefully blogger's photo uploader works, let's seeeeeeee getek picts of me muahahahahahahha :D :D :D


heheee i love my new jeans ^^ location : kasih sayang resort! i tried taking a picture of myself thru my own reflection in a mirror~ seemed liked a good idea. till i freaked myself out when the camera suddenly slow-shuttered (it hasnt before) & i already mentally prepared my apology speech for my dad for ruining his office cam (- -,) ngehehhh...but actually, woowww a discovery! bulih pulak di tmpat galap2 dia slow, tampat tarang2 inda!!! adidiiihhhh...neh palui~ i noe that this isnt even qualified to be called a good pict sebab dia gerak2 & shapeless but i like it ;) (^.^)v *peace!* I LIKE IT SO MUCH!


another one of my fav ^^ dis was at tjg aru beach! taken just recently, it was the usual keluaring & lepaking wit my loved ones =) present was amesz, raef, yohan, & lil bro ami!!! while ami was occupied smsing a mysterious lady sms-er & the others talking & laughing, kerana daku tidak dilayan, i took these picts using a timer & they turned out nice :D :D :D editted it a bit & combined them; peek-a-boo la kononnya..ngahahakk~! this is one of my effort to being an aspiring FARTographer. yeah. i edit pictures & im cool. NOT. =P =P =P


one word. NERDY!!!!!!!! woh mai gat. i didnt know i could still smile like this after form 3... ^___^ my dear momma took this picture & i tried to look all fiYyerce & pouty but she told me to smile & thus...this came out =) but after looking at it for a while, this pict's special to me ;) it was that one moment where i think a real part of me was taken in a pict ^^ me not trying to look pretty :D :D :D just smiling at the sight of me mamaaaa *awwwww* and she said, it was my most sincere smile ever ;)


presenting Hannah the Clown a.k.a. MJ...LOL! baaaahahahaha!!! well now, the letters MJ means something else to me *erhem*, & it is ALL me. i created it, i made it, & i am IT. (well, the maciks & anggota came wit the nickname :D) for those who know me well knows wat im talking about :D the monumental moment of my life was the 1 minute & 30 seconds during the maleks new year gathering :D :D :D at the catwalk competition..........i was.......& am.......& always will be......the....MODEL JULING. terima kasih. wanna see the vid?? *my mama took dis pict..love u mama!!*




did i run out of pictures.........? yes i did (- -,) this is it for now, but im soooooooooo gonna write some more & post more pictures!!! depends on those lightbulb ideas of course ^^ they come & go ya noe *ive been staying at home too long...sigh* ahah! this did cheer me up! ;) if u did read dis post, id like to say thank u (really) for spending ur time to read my spoiled-bratty post; if u didnt, its okay. im still AWESOME. eheeeeeh. u noe u love me :D :D :D :D

till theeeen. byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeee.












wait. dont tell me the only way i can show those pictures are thru uploading them in blogger?? that's insane. byknya tuuuuu. amy, tggu ah, bodoh ba broadband ni skrg klu nda, cni ja ni aku upload. ym pun palui :D :D :D

borotband ini bodoh

astaga. i want to upload getek picts of me & my friends laaaaaaaaaaa ='(

i dont know wat the heck possesed dis stupid broadband, but i cant seem to upload my picts!!!!!! in facebook, let alone friendster...I CANT EVEN LOG IN!!!!!

ok2, i know. they're just online socializing websites. buuuuuuuuuuut but but but ='(

alalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna share them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant see my own photo albums!!!!!!! going to other's profile lmbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

='( ='(

my bp....has increased >:( *buwekk*

psst~ kasih sayang resort is CORRUPT @_@

holidaaaaay holidaaaaayyy holidaaaaayyy!!!! ;)

yes, its the chinese new year holidaaaaays which means.....ENJOYYYY!!!!! (err...not...go on read the rest)

the maleks family planned a getaway to this kasih sayang resort on the 25th. it's in inanam, nama kmpung dia im not sure but it is near kionsom waterfall.

man, was i excited!!!! me & my mom made cookies (lots of them..i mean...A LOT!) let's see, in all, adala 350 biji cookies kami buat & a tall jar of kuih batang buruk ^^

everything was going great, everyone especially the working ones were happy to be there as it was meant to be a getaway, me n my mom's cookies made everyone girigitan ^^ makan ramai2, becerita ramai2...

till it started.

hospitality no-no #1:inconsistency of electric power flow

T_____________________T

have u ever heard of a resort or a hotel or even a cheap motel, not having electricity?

in their own words,

"nanti dalam pukul 3 teda letrik ni. tu generator blah blah kamu kena blah blah nanti off tu water heater jgn guna"

"its these people who's doing the roads ah, they just simply crash anything in their way while at it & mess up the blah blah electricity"

astaga. kejap ada, kejap teda

TTT____________________TTT

not only that. even the reasons change

*hmmmmm*




hospitality no-no #2:tell guests to leave early so new guests can go in

we were told to do so, but of course, we weren't told why, but we do know why.

except, the time we were told to check out was...

11 am.

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????

seriously, the earliest time to check out is 12, when u have more guests coming & u need to clean the rooms & stuff. but 11?

its an hour ja diference dia but we didnt pay 150++ to have ourselves rushing & packing the minute we had our breakfast.

oh yah. it was at 10 am. at 10 am, they told us to leave in an hour. T_____T






macam......fishy.

*whispers*

jangan p sana ui. rugi.

Sorry? Ur sorry?

damn. even to those who doesn't watch the news everyday, like me, are aware of the war in Gaza. & u would know that Israel's the one causing the havoc. or should i say, the sufferings.

NO.

that's not it. what word would best fit a baby's mother being brutally killed? that's if the babies aren't killed first. what about people seeing their own friends & relatives flying around & their body parts burst to pieces? other than the usual everyday dialogs we hear in the radio & tv, their everyday sounds are screams of agony, pain, & death. our concerns are of bills & sort; while theirs are to survive or be killed.

so, what word best fits this?

as i was doing my daily chores, washing the dishes after dinner, my parents as its their routine, watches the news & wants to know of the updates on Gaza. i didn't really wanted to watch graphic images of what's happening, it saddens me. but i was confounded by words said by an Israeli person; i do not know what his position is on Israel.

"I'm Sorry"

say what? ur sorry? UR SORRY?

*speechless*







ps: i may be passive about this but i'm not oblivious. i don't know what's going on there but they have my prayers, even tho its a small one. i may be late when it comes to realization but at least, i have.

4 Things

4 Favourite Ice Cream Flavours When Eating Out of a Papercup:

1. Vanilla
2. Mint
3. Corn
4. Strawberry


4 Taboo Songs to Hear When Looking at School Pictures:

1. Dr. Bombay - Calcutta
2. Toy Box - Tarzan & Jane
3. Too Phat - Anak Ayam
4. Wilson Philips - Hold On


4 Reasons to Love a Rain on a Saturday Morning

1. an excuse to listen to psychotically sad love songs
2. don't have to do the laundry, the clothes won't dry
3. its so somber, makes you think that your British
4. any day is the same as another but things'll feel extra special on saturday


4 Movies to Watch When Unwanted Thoughts of an Ex Comes to Mind

1. Saw 1
2. Saw 2
3. Saw 3
4. Saw 4 (adaka...?)


4 Types of Food That Reminds Me of My Cats

1. Sunquick drink
2. Marble Cake
3. Kari Ayam
4. ais krim yg berwarna putih coklat

4 Reasons Why I Did This

1. Just because
2. Avoid chores
3. Bored
4. Cant find reasons why I shouldn't LOL :D

#3 post: hahahahahaha!!

aku punya blog marathon kununnya...TIDAK MENJADI

*ROFLing*

kin kesian~

everytime i sit my butt in front of this here pathetic laptop, it just gets someone to tell me to do stuff :D

"hannah, iron baju kaliff"

"hannah, mawi kawin!"

"hannah, mana beg papa yg warna grey kecik2 di sini depan tv ni?"

"hannah, hannah nda mau tgk naruto?"

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

hehehehehehehehehe.

i wanted to pour out a BUNCH of stories & sort from this nagen of mine. there were so much it felt like there were voices in my head....! lol

ooooooooooooooooh some memories before 2008 ended, what i did when 2008 ended, some thoughts that i had lately, silly things i realized about myself, aaahh u knoe how it goes with personal blogs. its also one of those sudden light bulb moments where ur ideas r gone after half an hour T___T

oh well. ;P

hahahaha










ps: YUQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSED U GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! best kan buat cookies tu =) we'll do some more nanti =) =) =)

#2 post: I LOVE MAKING COOKIES

yesterday i made the cutest, funnest, bestest, no one can beat-est cookies EVER!!! well, compare to the ones that i have made before at least =P ya ampun. YA AMPUNNN! for those that has been in my house knows that it is notorious for having food all over the place. kan my kan? kan awa? ira? aan? ^^

IMAGINE!!!!!! white heavenly cookies, minutes before entering the oven, is poured with vanilla essence so the smell & flavour doesn't evaporate, and molded into miniature donut shapes....HEEEEEEHEHEHEHEH!!!!! and they're so crispy it hurts!! argh!!!
with royal icing deco...ngehehehehehehe...okay, so u domestic ladies might hav guessed that it's mama carries punya recipe, but but BUT! the deco~ white, true blue, pastel purple, apple green, deep red and rose pink :D :D :D :D

THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!!! me n my lil bro ami made swirls, heartshapes, little dots, wavy lines, & so many different shapes combining 2 or 3 colours making them look like TOYS!!! dat we didnt have the heart to actually eat them LOL!!

i spent the whole day baking & decorating those cookies yesterday that i didnt eat...the entire day hahahaha! :D :D :D THAT WAS SO FUN!!!!

#1 post: I'm not afraid of u 09!!!

people get scared of the unknown & unfamiliarity; some people prefer to keep gluing themselves to things that they are used to. things that are secure, predetermined, predictable & well, familiar. this was how i wanted my year to be. problem free.

but, who can blame them? my problems in 2008 caught me SO off guard that it hit me till i was seeing stars. i was so starry-eyed, i couldn't tell what was right or wrong. then it went downhill from there.

i became.....black & white. that was my outlook on life & people. there are just good & bad, nothing in between. if i dont like it then i wont get close to it & otherwise. gitu2 laa. it disturbed me when people i just know wanted too get close to me, i went against my own perception that judging too soon is unfair; i simply became sour.

i was bitter & i wanted to be cautious. always observing the people around me always thinking of their words & actions & even gestures if it shows even one single sign of negativity. through my perceptions. i'd accept rejectance & reject acceptance.

that was wrong.

i do not wanna limit myself like that, & that was me before. i realized that if im gonna be like that, im only looking at the world, my world, with a telescope so small, eventually everything is vague.

even though i do not wanna get hurt again, but i'd rather be out of my shell & happy than in it & being paranoid :P

I DON'T WANNA BE SOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know i can be all over the place sometimes but so what? i cant do RIGID & COMPOSED~ if i am going to get hurt again then that cant be helped, what's supposed to happen will happen. its only the matter of me handling it. anyways, Allah s.w.t. isn't bias. so things will not go ur way if its not meant to be. God makes the rules~

haaaaahhh im babbling & acting tough in the blog & i know that i wont change immediately but the realization is enough for now...teeny weeny tiny baby steps at a time. i can do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will stare at 2009 IN THE FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AMY'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hannah, kau budu ;P

:D :D :D :D :D :D

ndada apa2 baaa mau risau ni

guer pnya BESPREN uda blik dri indon!!!!!!!

trippin' ni kunun....kimeeekkk...

u tend to miss the goods when ur buried & smothered with negative A-NAR-GEE

i was too worried~ =/

hehehehehhehehehhehehehhe thank god dat i havnt done anything dat i wouldve regret yet, like disregarding my loved ones like last time.....ESPECIALLY MUAH BESTFREEEEENNNN :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

AAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lebih2 pulak aku tu kan....u were just away for 8 days :D hu cares...muahahahhah

i MISS her so much!!!! capaaaattttt ko myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! aku mau jumpa hehehehehehhehehehe

09?

=/

*sigh*

even tho i had a BLAST celebrating my new year, everything was how i wanted it to be, when everything seems perfect, it just wasn't enough =/

it couldn't BURY dis resentment i have for a certain someone. it just wasn't enough to dispose dis sickly feeling right here in my chest. its still there =/

& the first ever complication for the year is, what am i gonna do bout dis?

like i said, i have a fear of talking & letting out things. BODOH. im scared dat if i say wat i wanted to im told dat im wrong. im scared dat if i let it out, the person will reveal more stuff dat'll hurt me more. but more than dat, im scared dat im told i was WRONG.

dat wat i felt all dis time was mere rubbish; it was nothing. my misery is not to be cared about. coz i was WRONG. really, DAT PERSON never really did let me stand up to myself. not to dat person at least. i can go against anyone but....dat person~

should i finally let out wat she already noe? should i change from wat i was last year? wats the right thing to do? argh. for the sake of her, i kept it. it was too much for her, probably couldn't handle the truth. but look at how i turned up.

with wat happened just very very very recently, actually, i noe wats to be done, =/ if i wanted a peaceful year, i have to talk.

*sigh*

those four words are just easier said than done. can people just be more considerate? can people just noe their own mistakes? really....i really2 dislike the type dat did something but just decided to buat bodoh. klu buat bodoh n not do it again nda pa, we're all prone to making mistakes. but sudala buat bodoh. buat lagi. kan mmg bodoh.

ingau. ingaaaaaaaaau.

hmmmm okay i whine. dont like it then dont read.